so true, it hurts

all of it

happy thoughts

simple, it is

song of the month for b

it's been the longest winter without you
i didn't know where to turn to
see, somehow i can't forget you
after all that we've been through

going, coming, thought i heard a knock
who's there, no one
thinking that i deserve it
now i realize that i really didn't know
if you didn't notice you mean everything
quickly i'm learning to love again
all i know is i'mma be ok

thought i couldn't live without you
it's gonna hurt when it heals too
it'll all get better in time
even though i really love you
i'm gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time

i couldn't turn on the tv
without something there to remind me
was it all that easy
to just put aside your feelings

if i'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
hurt my feelings but that's the path
i'll believe in
and i know time will heal it
if you didn't notice, boy, you mean everything
quickly i'm learning to love again
all i know is i'mma be ok

thought i couldn't live without you
it's gonna hurt when it heals too
it'll all get better in time
even though i really love you
i'm gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time

since there's no more you and me
it's time i let you go
so i can be free
and live my life how it should be
no matter how hard it is i'll be fine without you
yes, i will

thought i couldn't live without you
it's gonna hurt when it heals too
it'll all get better in time
even though i really love you
i'm gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time

* Leona Lewis

i forgive you too

reason

declaring

"i have often found that when people declare what they are not, it almost invariably turns out that is exactly what they are."

* bones

not enough...

"do i still love you? absolutely. there is not a doubt in my mind. through all my mind, my ego... i was always faithful in my love for you. that i made you doubt it, that is the great mistake of a life full of mistakes. the truth doesn't set us free. i can tell you 'i love you' as many times as you can stand to hear it and all that does, the only thing, is remind us... that love is not enough. not even close."

* life as a house

change

"you know the great thing, though, is that change can be so constant you don't even feel the difference until there is one. it can be so slow that you don't even notice that your life is better or worse, until it is. or it can just blow you away, make you something different in an instant. it happened to me."

* life as a house

happiness

everything

oy

"tell me who you love, and i'll tell you who you are."

* creole proverb

life

“life comes without guarantees, except that smiling will brighten your face, laughing will enhance your eyes, and falling in love will change your life.”

* unknown

...

i didn't miss you yesterday.

make love

broken heart

“only the young and stupid are confident about sex and romance. do you think any of us know what we’re doing? do you think there’s any way humans can love each other without complication? you should see how it happens in bali, darling. all these western men come here after they’ve made a mass of their lives back home, and they decide they’ve had it with western women, and they go marry some tiny, sweet, obedient little balinese teenage girl. i know what they’re thinking. they think this pretty little girl will make them happy, make their lives easy. but whenever i see it happen, i always want to say the same thing. good luck. because you still have a woman in front of you, my friend. and you are still a man. it’s still two human beings trying to get along, so it’s going to become complicated. and love is complicated. but still humans must try to love each other, darling. we must get our hearts broken sometimes. this is a good sign, having a broken heart. it means we have tried for something.”

* eat pray love

you

sad

...