well, shit.

duly noted -- and I will, promise.

"maybe, maybe, maybe you’ll find something that’s enough to keep you, but if the bright lights don’t receive you, you should turn yourself around and come on home."

* matchbox 20

seriously.

probably. only time will tell.

us.

are you listening?

and that's why i'm leaving.

b

and i don't know if i'm ready for it to be finished.

happy anniversary. i hope you have many more.

nothing.

and it might be a blessing in disguise.

then what?

but what happens when you can't decide what to let go of and what to hold on to?

the past

"we can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past, but real peace and happiness come only with open acceptance of what reality is today."

* albert einstein

lol, yeah, right.

i'm not very patient... but i'm learning.

sounds about right

i never know with you

some 'things' more than others

*is* it that hard?

"(one of) the hardest thing on earth is choosing what matters."

* sue monk kidd (the secret life of bees)

(and what you want)

change

million dollar question

the real question...

is it better if we're not?

likely true.

have we?

me too, me too, me too.

ugh, promise?

no kidding.

reason to leave: you.
reason to stay: you.

like our story

but often the strength is needed

point taken

with most things...

except my blackberry. it matters.