working on it

this has gone poorly in the past

no kidding.

good enough

me too.

“i need to believe, that something extraordinary is possible.”
a beautiful mind

are you sure?

today...

“what you do today is important
because you are exchanging a day of your life for it.”
unknown

fears

so much easier said than done

"you can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could’ve, would’ve happened — or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on."
tupac

john mayer, wise man.

lol

"think of something you said.
now write what you wish you had said."
william stafford

and may you chase your dreams

maybe next time

especially "ache"

"you are the ache i feel in every song."
a.r rahman

(it's been four months. but who's counting.)

(no, i really didn't)

all of it

(again)

instinct

we had a great one.

"absence weakens mediocre passions and increases great ones,
as the wind blows out candles and kindles fires."
francois de la rochefoucauld

suffering vs. dreams

"tell your heart that the fear of suffering
is far worse than the suffering itself -
and no heart has ever suffered
when it’s gone in search of its dreams."
paulo coelho

help myself

just want purpose for the pain
i just need confidence and truth
don’t need anything but everything i thought i found in you

and now i help myself to this
my weakest moment has come at last
i needed someone new to miss
you’re all i had

charlie irwin / never the nines

true that

but i won't

and i refuse to write that email
send that text
pick up that phone
or see you

the harsh (and ugly) truth

"men aren’t stupid, and you don’t need a complicated set of rules to find a good one who loves you. here’s the only rule you need:
if a man loves you, he will do anything he can to keep you around.
anything."
unknown

it's true

“and that’s the thing about people who mean everything they say. they think everyone else does too.”
the kite runner

no fricken kidding...

are you thinking it?

well, fuck.

"you grieve at the level you loved."

unknown

now it all makes sense.

i know.

different, yet the same

write. a lot.