working on it, jeez!

hmm.

every. single. time.

choose 'b'

outstanding advice...

sunshine

you make me happy... (most of the time)
... when skies are gray...
you'll never know dear...
how much I love you... (seriously)
so please don't take my sunshine away!

regrets

"in twenty years you will be more disappointed by what you didn't do than by what you did."
* mark twain

new york.
law school.
writing my book(s).
caring for you.

impressive...

"i was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. what is broken is broken - and i’d rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as i lived."

* margaret mitchell

you can trust me not to hurt you, promise.

...

well, shit.

duly noted -- and I will, promise.

"maybe, maybe, maybe you’ll find something that’s enough to keep you, but if the bright lights don’t receive you, you should turn yourself around and come on home."

* matchbox 20

seriously.

probably. only time will tell.

us.

are you listening?

and that's why i'm leaving.

b

and i don't know if i'm ready for it to be finished.

happy anniversary. i hope you have many more.

nothing.

and it might be a blessing in disguise.

then what?

but what happens when you can't decide what to let go of and what to hold on to?